its not when i look back at all the memories, n gud time we had thats make me sad..
it is when u consider those memories are nothing to u..
when they meant everything to me......

its funny on how u were able to make me cry, coz i hardly do..
while i hope for u from anything in this world...
u turned away from me........
when i felt tired n i need sum1 to lend me some strength..
u were not there...u do things that hurt me...
i hardly recognize u...

if only i could turn back...
i dun wan to knoe u...i dun wan to say those things to u..
it would've hurt less if we didnt meet that day......

dear, dont look back n leave..dont find me again n live on....
coz i have no regrets from loving u...
take only the d gud memories.............

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
*pussicat dolls- stick with you~ (wawa..gatai noh skrg aku ni..)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
* big bang ft. 21- lollipop (waa..yup2!i'm colorful n nice to bite! aummm)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
*big bang - heaven (haha yup2 i prefer heaven yeah yeah~)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
*big bang- haru haru ( yup...mmmm day by day my heart will always remain empty......)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
*pussicat dolls- when i grow up ( hahahaha~hehe yup2 grow tinggi xpe, jgn grow lebar)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
*yuna- deeper conversation (erkkk fyi no! asl aku jd gatai sgt nih??)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
*the fabulous cats-rimas (isk isk sampai ati...xpela..baik aku sdri huuu)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
*nidji- hapus aku (sampai ati...double sedey weh! huuuuu)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
*justin timberlake- what goes around comes around (heheh aku ske btol gune ungkapan nih! bende yg bulat sentiase bulat..eh bukan ek??)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
*jonas brothers- lovebug (haha 1 yes, 1 no~..aku rase dieorg love rhinos heheh)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
*miley cyrus- the climb (amazingly true~i gotta keep trying, gotta keep my head held high)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
*pussicat dolls- dont cha (aikkkk no comment meh...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
*mila- aku lebih tahu (hahahaha this 1 gotta b true..aku lebih tau rahsia kau..korek bijih kat tepi tingkap!haha igt xde sape nmpk ka??)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
*project pop- bukan superstar (adesss tema indonesia ka?)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
*peterpan- mungkin nanti ( apelak, ble aku da xde..mgkin nanti pe lagi haishh ni la org melayu huhu)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
*britney spears- everytime (everytime is my hobby ke hobby is my everytime?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
*ratu- teman tapi mesra (ahahahaha..no comment dude)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
*avril lavigne- i'm with you (yup..but its a no secret no more since its told here..huhu)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
*paris hilton- nothing in this world (haha ermm..insafla....what in hereafter are much more important <----aku dgn sepoyonye maka berkate)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
*akon ft gwen stefani - sweet escape

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
*peterpan- ada apa dgn mu (hoh haha to that particular person maaah)

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Opick- Bila Waktu Telah Berakhir

Bagaimana kau merasa bangga
Akan dunia yang sementara
Bagaimanakah bila semua hilang dan pergi
Meninggalkan dirimu

Bagaimanakah bila saatnya
Waktu terhenti tak kau sadari
Masihkah ada jalan bagimu untuk kembali
Mengulangkan masa lalu

Dunia dipenuhi dengan hiasan
Semua dan segala yang ada akan
Kembali padaNya

Bila waktu tlah memanggil
Teman sejati hanyalah amal
Bila waktu telah terhenti
Teman sejati tingallah sepi

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Opick feat Melly Goeslaw-- Takdir

Dihempas gelombang dilemparkan angin
Sekisah ku bersedih ku bahagia
Di indah dunia yang berakhir sunyi
Langkah kaki di dalam rencana Nya

Semua berjalan dalam kehendak Nya
Nafas hidunp cinta dan segalanya

Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendak Mu Ya Robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi
Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendak Mu Ya Robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi

Bila mungkin ada luka coba tersenyumlah
Bila mungkin tawa coba bersabarlah
Karena air mata tak abadi
Akan hilang dan berganti (hilang kan berganti)

Bila mungkin hidup hampa dirasa
Mungkinkan hati rindukan Dia
Karena hanya dengan Nya hati tenang
Damai jiwa dan raga

Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendak Mu Ya Robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi
Dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendak Mu Ya Robbi
Ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi
Hanya pada Mu Ya Robbi

AIKOL FEST, NUSANTARA CULTURAL NITE
CAC, UIAM... 06/08/09
TICKET: RM8 for UIA students,
RM13 for outsiders
1st ever in Malaysia!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
* Last beverage: a dark brown liquid
* Last phone call: let me guess...em a human being.yup! im +ve
* Last text message: erkkk da empty sent msg (my memory always full tats y..aiseh)
* Last song you listened to: ohh i dunno wat song those birds r singing but it sounds good though
* Last time you cried: sikalang la, tgh selesema ma...
HAVE YOU EVER:
* Dated someone twice: yup..haha dulu2 la mmg degil thp cipan
* Been cheated on: yup,bought tis pendrive 4 damn cheap price tp hampeh xley gune
* Kissed someone & regretted it: errkk penah..always kiz my lil' bro but then xmo dgr ckp gak aiseh!
* Lost someone special: haha hmm pretty often lol,
* Been depressed: mmm always i guess but who cares?? live life with joy~~~not joy as if joy a.k.a joyah or kak pae
* Been drunk and threw up: drunk coz of d environment or intoxicated by nasi lemak coz i end up not moving after eating it~nvr throwup
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS: * white * red * yellow (MU duhhh)
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU (2009):
* Made a new friend: yup..byk gler hehe ade la dalam seguni dua
* Fallen out of love: aha..revenge of d fallen
* Laughed until you cried:uhh...most of d time then end up being blurr again
* Met someone who changed you: well not really changed me but he does chop down my head which was up high in d sky-i kind of muhasabah diri after talking to him
* Found out who your true friends were: hurm..a true fren? didnt find 1 yet but i have some good frens
* Found out someone was talking about you: always got instinct on this matter and end up true most of d time(aiseh...b husnuzan ada..)
* Kissed anyone on your friend's list: erkk hit on penah la..aiseh i'm so bad but it was sooo difficult once u have a chance erkkk
* How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 90% of them
* How many kids do you want?: how many kids want me??
* Do you have any pets: my beloved momooo which never b replace by anything, NEVER!
* Do you want to change your name: Risa Harada is d virtual me but i like my real name
* What did you do for your last birthday: pura2 tidur coz i knoe already my frens planning to have a surprise party
* What time did you wake up today: 12a.m
* What were you doing at midnight last night: dating wif my beloved ps2
* Name something you CANNOT wait for: my meal for buka puasa hurm..
* Last time you saw your Mother: gonna see her in bout 1/2 an hour more, if i'm not fast enough i'll be scold for being musang as she always said huhuu~
* What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i guess stanley was rite,things happen for reasons..if i changed it, it wont be as fun as it supposed to be
* What are you listening to right now : wind knocking my window(which sounds like sum1 knocking d window~, is there romeo or what?)

* Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope, i rather talk to Mochi2
* What's getting on your nerves right now: this freaking nyamuk! i'l tear u into pieces 4 sure!!!
* Most visited webpage: yahoo mail
* Whats your real name: nik rabi'atul 'adawiah
* Nicknames: ada, risa, maq, along,sis?
* Relationship Status: not yet married
* Zodiac sign: Scorpio
* Male or female?: female
* Primary School?:some where near City Square but not exist anymore tsk..
* Secondary School?:somewhere in Malaysia only, never go far
* High school/college?:the bloodsucker uni, opss i mean the fees a bit high but i know its juz business~
* Hair colour: transparent
* Long or short: enough to b seen
* Height: tinggi sket dari kereta kancil
* Do you have a crush on someone?: um..got but i guess tat doesnt matter
* What do you like about yourself?: uhh i can bend my finger as if i have no bones hehe
* Piercings: got one on my butt..what la of course on my ears daaaa
* Tattoos: meh?
* Righty or left: Righty..
FIRSTS :
* First surgery:um..i dun recall but i have many stitches on heart
* First piercing: when i was little n cuter..
* First best friend: my pink color rabbit, always alone since i could remember sigh..
* First sport you joined: acara mencari susu after i was born
* First vacation: to my house at Besut after born in hospital besar kuala terengganu
* First pair of trainers: mmm i dun recall~
RIGHT NOW:
* youre doing: kung fuing while typing (fighting with the nyamuks)
* Drinking: ayaq liur
* I'm about to: level up in my kung fu skill
* Listening to: beat of my heart
* Waiting on: to finish dis note n pee peacefully
YOUR FUTURE:
* Want kids?: definitely..luv kids, cant wait to scold them
* Get Married?: haha rite now can mah?
* Career?: in legal field for sure or i'll b killed by my dad
WHICH IS BETTER:
* Lips or eyes: both coz with eyes can watch hot dude n lips to make them melt
* Hugs or kisses: hug wif kisses (erkk 18++)
* Shorter or taller: hurm..i prefer taller coz i always wanna b tall
* Older or Younger: doesnt matter coz i'l get both insya4jjl
* Romantic or spontaneous:do i have to answer this? i dunno..u tell
* Nice stomach or nice arms: uhh nice body
* Sensitive or loud: haha i prefer sum1 in d middle
* Hook-up or relationship: lalalala~sigh..how much more questions???
* Trouble maker or hesitant: Both! i love both~
HAVE YOU EVER:
* Kissed a stranger: if someone give me rm100,000 in return n that stranger damn handsome
* Drank hard liquor: nope, why would i want to drink satan's pee??
* Lost glasses/contacts: yup my contacts juz disappear like that poof~
* Sex on first date: meh?
* Broken someone's heart: urghhh never had d guts to cut off some1 chest
* Been arrested:haha mase kecik2, kantoi makan mase puase
* Turned someone down:pusingkan org ke bawah?? boley ek camtu?
* Cried when someone died: nope2...hope it'll never happen..
* Fallen for a friend?: aha..kind of..n i feel so stupid
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
* Yourself: 70%
* Miracles : definitely
* Love at first sight:are u sure tats love?? your heart are trying to make u look like an idiot, dont believe it dude
* Heaven: definitely
* Santa Claus: there was one but there was no flying deer and he didnt have tat much money to give present to all the kids in this world
* Kiss on the first date: yucks, i'll slap that person fo'sho!!!! not juz that, i'll kick him n punch him 'till i satisfy!huh
* Angels: yup2
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
* Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: haha kinda..lol couldnt refuse at that time
* Did you sing today?: uhh no..hate my own voice but still grateful to have voice
* Ever cheated on somebody?: yeah..you! u think all this crap im writing are true??? heheh
* If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: dinosour times..i juz love d fresh air
* If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : d day i picked up my DL certificate at d office
* Are you afraid of falling in love?: nahh juz being carefull lalalala~
There are 99 Questions overall and this was numbered 100 :
Post this as 100 truths: & randomly tag 25 people

thOse yg kene tag:
aduyai mem2 yg malang >>
Cik Rai yg sdg gigih berusaha
Ole Ole yg juga gigih berusaha mncari aweks
jOy riDE yg jap lg aku nk kebas ikan die
kWanie yg syik bukak tagged je kn da kene tag
ikram yg slalu curi usyha2 page org
mOchi2-->sape sOh org update lalala~
pangah klau la masih melawat
fid yg slalu kesunyian aku xrespon ym die
haa..last d best! cik Bunga heheh

Angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa menyelimuti bumi... dikedamaian alam yg subur menghijau berdiri teguh sebuah tokong yg kecil dgn gahnyer.. "Datanglah Enraiha!!!!" terkejut beruk monyet yg sememangnye spesis beruk yg dilihat sedang lepak2 di 'Monkey Business Clubhouse'.. " hierghhh!! Hessh! Hergggghhhh!!!" begitulah kesungguhan seorang gadis berambut perang, berskirt mini dalam usahanya menewaskn raksasa labah2 blackbalu yg tetibe je muncul dari shrine tadi.. dgn penuh gaya,mutu dan keunggulan die begitu tangkas skali dan aiyakkkkkkkkk...tersadung ler pulak... namun begitu, sambil membetulkn rambutnye sbgai langkah tok cover malunye, die telah terpikirkn strategi baru yg masyuk tok menumpaskan raksasa tersebut.. Enraiha kemudiannye bersinar-sinar dgn bola-bola api ( seperti nyanyian achik & nana) dan gadis itu dgn pantas memangkas raksasa itu sehingga ke cebisan terakhir.. keriuhan Monkey Business Clubhouse terhenti sebentar dan bacaan al-Fatihah sayup-sayup kedegaran pula...
"Maaf buat kamu berdua tertunggu-tunggu!".."Waaa..hebatla awk Ayano-chan!!" puji rakan gadis brambut perang tadi.. Kelihatan rakan-rakan Ayano yg brambut blonde dan biru (amaran; ini adalah xdibenarkan sama sekali di sekolah2 kerajaan Malaysia) yg turut berskirt mini berlari-lari ke arah Ayano-chan... "mari kita raikannya dgn berkarok!!!" (tringat pula aku dgn pelawaan ikram,p/s;ikram, papehal roger k??) "ah ye..kita ke pantai tok mandi dan kemudian kita karok!".."waa...bestnyer!!"...itulah antara omelan rakan2 Ayano td..
"mmm...mandi laut?"... itulah ayt ayano yg tetibe terpancul slps lame mendiamkn diri.. Shuuuuuu....wuuuuuuuuu....angin menderu hebat secara mgejut tanpa bg salam dulu dan... sigh.. pereka citer ni mmg sgt kepervertan krn kemudiannya kaze tersebut tlh menyebabkn skirt gadis2 berkenaan trangkat ke paras yg xspatutnye (pengawasan org dewasa adalah perlu; bukan utk mengawasi panorama tersebut tp utk mengawasi ank2 mereka ya...) "I hate the wind!!!" teriak ayano helplessly...angin seksi bak kate aku huuuu~
Mata yang jernih ibarat awan biru..itulah tanda seorang contractor.. Entrusted oleh Wind Spirit Lord sebagai controller of the wind...Kaze no stigma~...itulah serba sdikit tentang anime yg sedang aku nonton sikalang ini hehe.. sisa2 cuti ku dihabiskan sepenuhnye dgn berdating dgn laptop...bermanja mesra dgn headphone...memolested mouse ku dgn penuh keghairahan..aiseh~

p/s: kpd seseorang yg slalu mentelaah page aku ni..juz dance wif d flow of d kaze~ erkk xpandai menari? aiseh..hidupla mengikut arus kehidupan...jgn menoleh kpd perkara lepas...luka yg lama blum tentu sembuh...tp jgn dicipta luka yg baru..itu lg penting ya! (n_n) sekian saja laporan hari ini dari 'ada' yg comey!!! hehe daaaa~